My feet are still cold under the blankets.

It’s not late but I’m tired and I still have so many things to stack. Like bills, and clothes, and dishes. I find that when I stack things into neat little piles they don’t bother me as much. I also find it hard to believe that anybody can have children and still find time to stack all those other things on top of it. But one day I’ll do that and the stacking will be out of control. Maybe I’ll love that feeling…i wil have to wait and see.

I had flank steak for dinner with red & green peppers and pepper jack cheese baked into it. My boyfriend is fantastic for making it for me. Sadly he is at the public library now, having a meeting for his new business, when I’d rather him lay here and bath me in kisses. But maybe this is my time. My time to hear myself think and that’s always wild and weird and wonderful.

I hope someone from my office googles my name to read this bit of nonsense. Its good when you find out people are real. It makes you appreciate yourself just a little bit more to know that other people out there are seeking out the likenesses of themselves in you. And that’s what we all do. We go out looking for something that feels like home.

Have a beautiful night everyone.